My latest track, Soms.

This piece is inspired by Yann Tiersen, Ludovico Einaudi and general soundtrack music. It was mainly written after lots of improvised playing on Ableton. I feel amazed sometimes what I come out with messing around. When I feel sad or alone, I tend to feel like I can have a conversation with music. I feel like the music communicates my feelings back to me, as if we're both conversing about whatever is upsetting me and I find it comforting in that moment. I guess that's how I lose hours to Ableton.

This track is trying to express thinking with worry. It's inspired by those moments you might be sat on a train/bus, looking out the window, watching the world pass you by whilst you contemplate something troubling you. In my case I spend a lot of time thinking about something I miss. Knowing at the time when I was the happiest I'd ever been I always had this uneasy feeling at the pit of my stomach that it was temporary. I guess though when you think about it, everything in life is temporary, even life itself. I guess it has become a security barrier for me now, to view everything as temporary, thus limiting the amount of dependency or want of closeness to anything.

I feel like I created a slightly unsettling thinking tone in this track, I hope you feel the same.

Hi all.

I recorded this improvised piano piece on the morning of the EU vote result, I hadn't gotten around to sharing it on my blog yet.

I, like many millions of people was deeply upset by the result. I spent a lot of the morning crying in shock. Not just for what I will most likely in terms of identity, freedom of movement etc but also for the lack of protection for those who need it. I feel saddened that so many Vote Leave campaigns were driven by fear and many (not all) voted leave out of fear of what the campaigns drill into you. There's not enough out there about the way in which many poor people are exploited, especially illegal immigrants. They're at risk of being sexually abused, working unpaid, I just get upset imagining.

On the morning of the result I felt a great sense of loss. It took me back to a feeling I had towards the end of last year/beginning of this year when I lost the most important thing in my life. It reminded me of how I feel like the upset and loss I feel from that even will affect me for the rest of my life, similarly to how the EU leave will affect my life.

I hope the emotion of loss comes across in this track. I may choose to include it in my album I am working on and perhaps change the title to "Vaarvel" on the album to apply to the broader feeling of loss. I just feel it's important to know when this piece was made and its initial reason for existence.

Sending love.